This is not going to be one of my better blog posts.....

I am, and have been for the past several weeks, struggling to find the words to share what God has placed in my heart.  And in all honesty, I am not really sure why.  I don't feel disconnected from God; in fact, he has given me some really awesome words to share with people during visitations that I know are not from me.  I don't feel disconnected from my wife; in fact, she has told me over the past couple of weeks that she feels closer and more connected than she has in a while.  I don't feel disconnected from my kids, but then that has never really been a problem.  I don't feel disconnected from my family, extended family or church family and yet, something is still keeping me from expressing what I long to express....

It could be that the evil one is working overtime on me right now.  My nightmares have been more predominant as of late and the content has been worse than usual.  My vehicle sagas continue - just as soon as I get one running again, another one goes down.  Strange that the headaches haven't been bad lately as that is usually the first place in which the evil one attacks.  Not that I am complaining about that, I just find that interesting...

This is not going to be one of my better blog posts, however, I refuse to allow the evil one to keep me from doing what I know that God has placed before me and entrenched deep within my very essence.  I have been called, and set apart, to share, and to fight for and with those who are engaged in this battle.  Today, I claim my complete and total victory in Christ through posting this blog.  And for today, that is good enough!

Your brother in Christ,

Jim